Once the first crystal was place on me, it was like magic!! I no longer felt my body. Every sound in the room like the steps of people, the sounds of the sprays with the angelic aromas, the voices of the people, the background music, every sound was heavenly. It was like the most perfect symphony and with each noise or sound I went deeper in my mind. I do believe I went to heaven. When I was back to my body, I thought it was maybe 15-20 minutes. But I found out it was one hour and 20 minutes. I couldn’t believe that time went that fast… or I guess since my soul was not in my body I was not aware of time?

Thank you to you and Master Marilag -I’m completely free of pain I finally let go of all the feelings that wore poisoning my body like fear, frustration and anger. Today is one week since I had the healing and I have no pain in my sacrum. No migraines, no stomach pain, I feel better than ever!! I’m extremely grateful and blessed that God put you in my life, you are an Angel send it from God thank you, thank you, thank you.

Just wanted to share where I was and where I am now.

Before that, I have been very quiet and reserved.

For most of my life, I was very outspoken, and enthusiastic, however a majority of people that I expressed to gave me hurtful negative feedback.

I want to say it didn’t affect me, however, it did subconsciously, and it caused blockages.

Those blockages were stopping me from sharing my feelings.

Before ever knowing about Pranic Healing fear, worry, and doubt, have been a part of me for many years and I was unaware of ways to eliminate these emotions from my life.

I felt anxiety for many years, it got so bad that I would wake up in the morning having to throw up from all the overthinking.

I was unhappy with myself because I wasn’t following my dreams, and I was unconsciously hurting my family with my words, and actions.

I had a misperception of how to teach someone something.

I thought I was teaching them, based on how I was taught.

The truth was that I was making them feel bad and I hurt their feelings a lot.

I was unconsciously doing this over and over and had no idea why I was doing it.

After the hurt was done, I would be there with myself reflecting on what I just said or did, asking myself why did I do that?

Why didn’t I just keep my mouth shut? This carried on for a long time.

I found Master Co Through Tony Robbins, and I began doing Twin Hearts Meditation regularly. I followed him on FB for a while because I really felt a connection with what he was sharing in his lectures.

He kept saying to go to a local Pranic Healing Center near you and check out the classes.

At the time, I was on prescription THC for years and my wife knew when I was medicated and when I wasn’t.

I would take the THC and all my negative qualities would fall away and I would be pure love and kindness.

When it wore off, I would be calm and relaxed thinking I can remain like that without being on it, however that was not the case.

I wanted to develop a dependency on this because I didn’t want my children to see me use THC for coping with my problems.

I wanted to stop using it so many times because I would eat large amounts of food.

I ate so much that it became a habit and people called me “Snacks”.

Whenever I went long periods of time without using it trying to quit, my negative qualities would be amplified causing me to medicate again.

I primarily used THC to be better for my family, however, it became an escape from dealing with my issues.

I knew this method of medicating myself was putting a Band-Aid on my problems and it was not sustainable.

My thought process was “I have big goals in life and I cannot achieve them by being high all the time.”

The Meditation on Twin Hearts would give me the same effects as my prescription THC.

My wife would know the difference if I meditated or not.

This reminded me that I had an issue that I was temporally covering up, and I knew if I didn’t dig deeper as to why I am like this and find help things would take a long time to change.

I surrounded myself with high-level coaches and I started working on a business that I felt would bring me the most joy in life and that was helping other people see their true potential.

It was as if I knew what I had to do to be happy in life, but I was not doing it. I was not in control.

I soon realized that I couldn’t make it happen and help other people if I couldn’t help myself.

The words “How are you going to help anyone if you keep making the same mistakes over and over”

I then had the idea to search for a Pranic healing center near me, and I found Pranic Healing Tampa. I enrolled in Level 1 Basic on December 10, 2021, and I remember being so nervous being the only guy in the room, thinking that I was not good enough to be there. I was very insecure about myself at the time, but I wanted to learn. I tried to focus, but my mind kept wandering. It was hard for me to focus because so many things were going on in my mind.

I enjoyed the class, and I knew I wanted to learn more. At the end of each class, I went home feeling like a new person. I felt empowered, I felt a sense of relief that things will get better and better as time goes on. I kept coming back because it became my safe place.

I became a part of the service healing pod and began to put the teachings to use.

One day I asked for help with my daughter because I felt helpless.

I remember feeling so much guilt towards myself and feeling the energy of my wife’s feelings toward me. It wasn’t a pleasant time for me.

My belief system was based on self-sufficiency. Most of the things I accomplished in my life were done by teaching myself, so I thought I had to do that with everything. I probably became that way because of all the hurt I experienced in the past and I felt better off doing everything myself.

My dad was very much that way too.

With my daughter, I felt that everything that I am going through is my responsibility and I have to fix it on my own because I put the trauma there.

I felt scared to ask for help, however, I overcame that fear and just asked.

I was filled with hope when Nicole said yes.

I was super nervous and ashamed because of where my daughter was, I felt a lot of guilt that I put her there.

As she received healing, I noticed a lot of positive changes.

Nicole then connected me with a member of the pod and we began to talk. She began doing healing sessions with me

Within the first 2 sessions, I felt my energy change, the questions she asked me caused me to think differently.

She help me get out of my head. I started to notice that old thoughts were not in my mind anymore. As if someone plucked them out. I could visualize a dotted outline of an empty space where old negative thought forms used to occupy my mind and yet I couldn’t remember what was there.

I began to express myself and talk more. My relations with my children, and my wife improve a lot. I used to discipline my children with no explanation. I began noticing I calmly showed them right from wrong, with a deep explanation rather than just reacting to their behavior.

I was explaining myself more to my wife rather than assuming she’d understand me. I became more aware of my wife’s feelings and did everything I could possibly do to make her days easier and to show her that I care and love her deeply.

Fast forward to now, 2 months later about 18+ healing sessions, I feel entirely renewed. I can maintain a positive mental attitude in any situation. I am more compassionate towards my family, I am more aware of the words that leave my mouth, and I am less reactive and more observant. I have more control over my mental faculties, and I am attracting so many great things into my life. I have never felt any better. I am not scared to speak up and speak out anymore. In fact, I am highly motivated and inspired to help other people be themselves and spread their light. I am taking action on all the things that I was scared of doing before. Thank you to Nicole, and all the healers, and Pranic Healing GMCKS.

I didn’t want to be around people and I didn’t want to speak to anyone about what I was going through. I had so much anger towards god and my parents and my friends that it took over my life and I no longer wanted to live in a life filled with people I cannot find myself wanting to be around. I want to say that Pranic Healing helped me find my love for life once again. I now know that the healing process took my work, approval, time, and trust as well. The universe needed me to trust in them to help me. With the meditation and love and help of family and Pranic Healing I’ve found my way in life. I have found my niche in school. My relationships with my friends, family, and partner are stronger and healthier. I now feel like I can trust people and love them again. I love life and all of its glory and goodness. All of the small things that it offers me everyday and all of the big experiences it provides me, I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I cannot wait to show this love to others and share with them my stages, and be able to show them that it is not all bad. There is healing that needs to be done and if you allow it to be done you will see what I see now.

Upon meeting Nicole, I knew I had found my “place” and my healer. Not only does the energy of the space have healing vibrations, but Nicole’s calming spirit put me at ease, along with her encouraging words and wealth of knowledge.   I felt an immediate trust in her.  We began weekly one on one Pranic healing sessions.  We met before and after surgery and during chemotherapy.  I felt an immediate shift in my emotions and stress levels.   Gratitude was also introduced into the healing journey.

I also had peace of mind knowing that Pranic Healing doesn’t try to replace traditional medicine.  The 2 work synergistically.  

The surgery recovery process was quick and relatively painless. Within 2 weeks I was driving and resumed most activities with ease.  My surgeon was impressed with my recovery, from the standpoint of having physical stamina and perfect scar healing. 

During chemotherapy Nicole provided body / mind / spirit support for our weekly sessions.   I tolerated the chemotherapy surprisingly well.  My oncologist was amazed that I had only mild side effects throughout the most toxic and aggressive type of breast cancer chemo (A/C).  I was in the top 2 percentile of patients to experience minimal side effects. It was around this time that I made connection between Pranic Healing and the exceptional recovery I was experiencing. 

I am currently in radiation therapy and receiving Pranic healing via the healing pod.  I was honored to be chosen for this remote healing method, designed to help students and patients receive what they both need (win win).  I can feel the power in numbers.   I can attest that this is also working miracles, as my radiation oncologist was surprised to see very minor skin changes 3 weeks in, and that I was experiencing only mild fatigue. 

Nicole, Anita and the wonderful group of students in the pod have been an integral part of my healing journey.   

Additionally, I took the Pranic Healing level 1 class and found it to be very informative.  I am now a Pranic healer myself and have been able to perform a few healing sessions on others.  This course contains abundant information including healing techniques, meditation, energy flow, karma, chakras, and much more.  

I had met Nicole through my best friend and taken several Pranic Healing classes with her and knew she could help. Nicole is an excellent healer AND mother! Nicole did several healing sessions with my daughter and was able to help my daughter stop this nervous habit and teach me some protocols to continue at home. By March 2016 my daughter’s eyelashes were growing back and she has never pulled another eyebrow or eyelash again. I am ever so grateful for the healing Nicole did with my child!

So I had to undergo 2 major surgeries, one to remove the damaged lung lobe and another to remove the thyroid gland for removal of the cancer - but post surgery too I still have Active cell - a lot of money got spent and I am broke - so I turned for help as I didn’t know what to do next. I was very anxious and depressed, this is the time I was introduced to Nicole by her sister-in-law. She read my case and agreed to volunteer to heal me as a service.

I knew about Pranic Healing so decided to try Pranic Healing treatment. Nicole started my healing somewhere around July 2017. She used to keep encouraging me to do Twin hearts meditation which gave me immense strength to go through the rough patch. She worked on my case and never gave up hope. She is a power house of positivity. She persuaded me to complete my Pranic Psychotherapy and also sponsored the fee so that I could yield the benefits of Master training. I completed the same in March 2018.

I now look at Nicole's selfless and kindhearted character. Not only did she work on healing my cancer but also empowered me to do self healing. She taught me a lot of things right from Meditation to Forgiveness Prayers, to Grounding techniques.

Now 1.5 years after my surgery I went to do a re scan (DOTA PET CT SCAN) and guess what - the results were normal. I will always be indebted to this soul sister of mine Nicole. Not only did she restore my faith in Pranic Healing, but also taught me to be self sufficient in terms of healing. I bow down to her favors and she will alway remain a part of my family for ever.

Exactly two years later, I sat alone in my home office as the Hillsborough County Coroner told me that Enzo's autopsy was complete. After eight months, genetic testing, and a complete investigation, the Coroner found Enzo's cause of death to be Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood, ("SUDC"). SUDC is the death of a child over the age of 12 months which remains unexplained after a thorough investigation and autopsy. In other words, the cause of Enzo's death remained unknown.

The unraveling of my life, that began eight months earlier, quickly accelerated. Without a reason to explain the unexplainable, the soul sized whole in my chest ballooned. All of my grief was amplified and I did not have a blueprint for what to do next.

Where do I go from here? Do I sink into the vast darkness of grief, and shame, and guilt? Or do I ignore the pain completely, hoping to keep the reckoning at bay? What do I do, and more importantly, how do I do it?

Perhaps, you can relate? Perhaps, your experience took another form, such as a miscarrage or infertility? Or maybe, unrelated to childrearing entirely, maybe you’ve experienced a sudden and unexpected illness, drug or alcohol addiction (you or a loved one), a divorce, or the loss of a spouse or parent suddenly, unexpectedly, and far too soon. Or maybe, you just feel stuck, not sure of what to do next?

More than one year after Enzo's death, I have found new tools for helping myself and for helping others, and I'm writing this post to share my experience with you.

Pranic Healing is a simple, yet powerful and effective system of non-contact energy healing based on the fundamental principle that the body has the innate ability to heal itself. Pranic Healing uses "life force", "energy" or prana to accelerate the body's innate ability to heal itself. Pranic Healing does not conflict with any religion or modern medicine. Rather, Pranic Healing is intended to complement your current beliefs and practices. Like yoga, which is very popular in our current culture, Pranic Healing is a tool to strengthen our (energetic) bodies.

For me, Pranic Healing relieved my pain to create space for the healing process to unfold naturally. It was not a magic pill and the process was not always graceful, but as those closest to me can attest, I persisted.

Today, I am looking forward to Thanksgiving, a day I do not take lightly. I am thankful and blessed to be able to welcome friends and family into our home. I am thankful and blessed to share Enzo's story and I am thankful and blessed to share the gift of pranic healing with others.